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Where art thou?

Time's changed...clock's ticking...but whats happening all around? Life has been going on smoothly lately, but will it all just be online games and nothing else? excitement , sports , entertainment ...where art thou? i need a life too... :S

Life on a canvas

Imagine a plain white canvas in front of you, and a box of paints with a set of brushes beside you. You are required to draw anything that comes to mind. What would you draw? Well, life is like the white canvas, and every individual is responsible to be the artist to paint it with the colors of their choice. The paints are representing the personality and the strokes of brushes, made on the canvas are the lessons learnt in life. Every individual are dealt with challenges in life, whether it is small challenges like how to overcome some petty arguments or bigger challenges especially in determining the route of life in which the effect will be felt in the future. A larger stroke of the brush would depict how big the challenge is and the lessons learnt. Often enough, these two goes hand in hand; bigger challenge, more lessons learnt. But what differentiate these strokes are the colors you used to paint them. Different colors will give a different effect on the whole painting that you wou...

Mutant and proud!

Mutant and proud! something i picked up from the X-Men First Class movie....a beautiful tagline, full of meanings.. Being mutant means being different. Often enough, we are so afraid to be who we really are, or rather who we want to be because we are so afraid of being called different. people are often worried that they will be sidelined, ignored, neglected, made-fun of, etc just by being out of the norm....so they just go with the flow... But, that will only bring misery, torturing and suffering to mask your true self. Being bold and courageous to be who you are in a twisted world is something to be proud of. Being different is not always the negative, but it could sometimes be a blessing in disguise. Being different means being unique, outstanding and noticeable in certain ways ( i dont mean to be a show-off). To be daring to be who you are is a blessing. To show what you are made of, to be not afraid of everything and anything but at the same time being aware of everything thats ar...

Time to move on

Time to move on...perhaps....the signs are all showing that times have moved on, but why do people still care, no..to be precise, why do I still care...am i still living in the past? am i still clinging on to hope? am i still hoping for the imposible? am i regretting? .... I was the one who made the first move, I should not regret it, but in fact look at the bright side..how it has changed me, how it has mould me into who i am today.....YES! There should never be R.E.G.R.E.T. in my dictionary...times have change..it has move on...time to forget the past and move on..all is history..HIStory..now, i should carve MYstory!

Blame-fool world

It's such a blame-fool world! yes...i spelt it with a "fool" because only a fool knows how to blame people instead of examining themselves first before pointing fingers at others.... one finger pointing at others, while the other four fingers pointing back at you! that is just so true...for one fault, you 'push' it to others, but the real fault goes back to you........and all because we always look at the outer picture, but dare not dwell within to really find the actual cause or source... that's just the ugly truth about life..blaming and blaming others but never once sit and examine who/what was at fault in the first place...point point point...just love pointing fingers at others...pushing the problems to others, pushing responsibilities to others, running away from the truth, running away from things that are suppose to be settled by themselves.... all on all...the easiest solution is to never depend on people, because no matter how much u trust them at th...

Limitations

Limitations...life and its limitations...a sentence as cliche as it sounds, a word as subjective as it sounds but weighs a million meaning.... What happens when we reached our limits? we boiled with anger, we boiled with irritation, we boiled with frustrations...all the negative thoughts boiled deep within...looking a solace, but where or to whom? people often advice me to seek solace in other people...but with the problem so clearly existing before us, do we still need to sit down and talk again? its like me knowing A,B,C..and the other party also knows A,B,C..is there still a need to sit down and learn A is for apple, B is for ball? ....wouldnt that just be a waste of time? why dont instead we use that wasted time to decrease the problem, to tackle the problem? situation and problems has surfaced, although yes, its necessary to discuss and see where the problem lies, but why waste time when you know what to do........ must it always be said one word by one word? isit not clear enough...

Challenges

Challenges..challenges..challenges....came out from a tiger's mouth, and into another one (quote from a famous malay phrase)... well, after 5 months into my new position, it certainly depicts that phrase.. i may just be like a normal individual, breaking down, stressing out or rather freaking out with the daily work that have to be handled daily...BUT...my nature, learn to look at things positively! Yes! i'm under pressure and stress everyday. people may look at my outer being, but do not know what's burning deep within me...i do am liking what i am doing, that's why im willing to work my heart out and not look at the material values this has to offer (not that those aren't important,but not the priority)... i've used to ask myself and the people around me, whether the main purpose we are doing what we are doing is because of the money or because of the passion we have? majority would be for the money...BUT, its not alwaz the main priority. it is a necessity in ...