The Teapot's Cabin

I have a tendency of always over-thinking of things....it may sometimes be a good thing, but may sometimes be a disadvantage...and so i believed the latter. and with this new year, i am trying to make myself to just that; to stop over thinking of things and just accept whatever that comes my way. Well, having to come to such a conclusion is also solely on the fact that when i over thought things, things will never work out somehow (that is as how i wished it would be)..and then it will just leave me dejected, irritated and sometimes dissapointed, and it is never a good feeling when such a thing happen.... and so, i am making a vow to myself to stop thinking too much of so little thing, but instead embrace it fully and just leave everything to God. Come what may....whatever that happens, just let it be and enjoy the moment. after all, whenever God brings you to a cliff, he would either catch you when you fall or teach you how to fly. so, let's just surrender, embrace life in all...

Yup. It's the time again where we have to sit back, recall whatever happened, reflect and write your speech! kind of my favourite thing to do, to be honest....well simply because it's like a journey of growth, a journey of moulding, a journey of discovery, a journey of life! 2013. A year that is just simply the bomb. So many things happened.so so many. Good ones,  bad ones, not so good ones, super bad ones, anything and everything.. and still, through it all, I can summed it up as an AWESOME year indeed! For the very simple reasons; I learn alot of things about myself which at alot of times, surprises me...in a good way. Many things have changed..risks I've taken..... or rather the path not taken which I took and found myself struggling my @$$ off that whole decision and finally using all the courage to turn back to the right path.....an experience I will always cherish though it may not be the prettiest thing... Looking back at the year, I must say that God had certa...

Wow...it's been a while since i last posted here....and alot has been happening for the past two months...ALOT, i really meant ALOT... yes! i took a risk, a big leap which shocked alot of people when they knew what i did, but i am glad i did it. it was a no-turning-back decision i made...and to this very day, i am very thankful for it. ever trusting that He is the reason to all these and surely He knows what is best for me to lead me to where i am now... my new experience? well, to me, its a breath of fresh air. although it is not literally fresh air, because there is alot of things that is needed to be fixed, but i know it is all possible, if only i believe that it can be done. it takes alot of guts to do what i am doing but it was the past that shaped me into what i am today. and certainly, although the past has not been pretty, and as dramatic as it can be, i am very thankful for such experience. as what i have told to one of my friends lately, if only we have not been throu...

Being human, I just dislike the fact where people take things for granted or rather do not appreciate what has been done. I guess everyone,  if not majority, would not have liked it if what they have done for the common good of all, not being appreciated or being thanked for. Especially when it involves lots of sacrifices of time and effort. Why can't people just understand what has been happening behind the scene and not just judged? And if so, say it directly and not through a third party... Well, yes. I was put I in such a situation, when I said yes to certain things that were handed and offered to me. To be honest,  I took it up initially for the wrong reasons.  I empathised on the whole situation and therefore did what I had to do. Even though I did not agree to what was practiced but I carried on despite the fact that it brought me much inconvenience and sacrifices.  But then slowly I realize the reason to all these was Him. I persevered because of Him. Beca...

following up from my previous post, yeah...indeed i was a broken person then. but looking back at it all, that's when i have the courage to share and reflect what happened and the transformation that took place..... hehe...sound so dramatic and i caught your attention to read on, right? hahahaha.... well, things were really not smooth..in fact, what could actually went wrong, went wrong... hurts, disapointments, pain, stress..practically i was really struggling to pick myself up to the point that all i wanted to do was just to escape it all, run away from all of it, to deny the whole problem actually existed.. i was really in one of the lowest point in life... and looking back at it, it was kinda sad because I was really searching for Him at that point, but it was difficult, it was a struggle and i had too many questions left unanswered... and being me, i always mask all these in me. so if you ever seen me during my bad and lowest days, you would not know because i mask it all wi...

Why can't life be all just smooth flowing? I remember reading somewhere stating that a Catholic can never run away from suffering. I don't know why but I can be a living proof of that statement. Indeed, God is ever challenging us daily. One after another,  biting deeper and harder each time..deeper wounds, more profuse bleeding, more painful heart and hurtful soul... sounds as if I'm exaggerating but I am not. I am just sharing my current situation which is by far, the worse challenge of all. And maybe because things that matters most dearly to your heart that will hurt you the most...you feel so hurt,  dejected, neglected, disappointed and worst, lost! Lost in the sea of ungratefulness, lost in the sea of selfishness, lost in the sea of hatred, lost in the sea of bitterness and lost in the sea of hell! Where hell is define as the condition of totally rejecting and ignoring love. Life can really be so so painful. So hurtful that you begin to question the purpose of life...

31st august. The national's independence day..and what would that meant for the nation? Well, too huge picture to see...so just take a look at yourself.  Myself. This year has been more memorable than any other years. I was celebrating my own independence. Being able to be free and given the freedom to choose what I really want in life...that was what I am most thankful for. People ask me, what should.we be thankful for for this year's independent day. Well, that was my answer. Thus, being able to decide my path in life,  im just wishing for the best. It was a risk I took and tomorrow will be the beginning of it all. And when I opened my eyes tmr morning, it will all start anew. God bless us all.