The Teapot's Cabin

Its the 18th day into the new year....anything change? i can proudly say YES! I have made a pledge to my own self that the past will remain as the past and not to dwell anymore in it. Whatever that happened over the years or recent years, it happened. nothing can be done to undo it anymore...and most importantly, learn from it and move on. No point keep bringing it up and thinking about it, regretting. Life goes on. Pick yourself  up and move on...life has more to offer. Just trust everything unto Him. He knows what is best. Amen.

Happy New Year 2017! This has always been my annual routine..to sum up the past year of what it has been.... one word for 2016; Challenging 2016 has been a really challenging year for me. so much has happened throughout the 365 days. It has been a roller coaster ride for me. So many unexpected things, the bad and the ugly. Relationships lose and new relationship formed, friends lose and new friends found, a new job, and a whole new level of life itself.  2016 has been a year of change for me. personally. mentally and emotionally, and also socially. things happened which changed me a lot, internally, which i hope is for the better. I can only hope and pray that all that has happened is really part of His plan. I truly trust in His plan and allow Him to work on me. Praying for a smooth flowing year ahead. Come what may. God help me. Amen. 

Two more days to make 2016 great...two more chances to make 2016 memorable in all its glory... what am i anticipating for the next two days? oh well, honestly, nothing much...just hoping things are smooth flowing, nothing extraordinary that will shock the life out of me. 2016 thus far has been interesting in so many ways. i don't even know where to start but for all that has happened, i believe that everything happens for a reason. whatever reason it may be, i trust it has been part of His master plan for me. i have since stop questioning all that is happening and just letting go, trusting in His providence. 2 more days to make 2016 great. So help me God.Amen

Doing what is right is never easy. To know the cause of right and to be willing to stand up and face it all. It is certainly not easy. The courage within accompanied with the risk that it entails, it is really not an easy thing to do. And it is even worse when you face all of this alone....standing alone, facing the rejection, the insult, the jeers, everything and anything... but you have to do it amidst it all. for the good of the future. for the good of what is to come next...we need to be confident and do it all. nothing to fear, nothing to hide, nothing to hold back.... Easier said than done. It is really not easy. I need to be strong. to face adversity and whatever that comes with it. I can do this. So help me God. Amen.

What happens when you lose your will to even carry out your daily routine? that's exactly how i feel... when people keep questioning your ability and capability that all you know of everything that you know becomes doubtful..spoil everything that you have known, all that you have believe in yourself. it tarnishes your dreams, your hopes, your wishes and goals. just about everything seems pointless at this moment...all the arguments, all the fights, the convincing, the confidence... all just seems bleak... nothing to look forward to... this time shall pass..i hope...i really hope...it is not a good feeling but i guess it is necessary. one thing for sure is that i am not losing faith....He surely knows what He is doing and i am putting my whole trust in Him... so help me God. Amen.

What do you do when you starts questioning everything and anything around you, even to the point of questioning your mere existence? To me, honestly, I find that it is very disturbing if one ever reach this point in their lives, but it is a necessary stage to go through in life...to actually sit and take a moment to reflect that and the meaning of life at its very present condition.... then you start to think...am i happy? am i satisfied with way things are now? do i regret any of my decision(s) that led me to this current state? am i contented with life now? if all these are resulting in negative results, then please do something about it. negativity is the alarm that something is wrong somewhere and it will only lead you further on into the ditch you are burying yourself in. if you see the slightest glitter of hope in the midst of the negativity, fret not, there is still an opportunity to change the table around for a better ending.... Whatever it is, never forget Him. when in ...

Being a best friend and being a good friend has its significant difference. I didn't realize it until it hit me in the gut recently. A good friend will be there to give you advice but only a best friend will be there to give you the honest truth, whether you like it or not. A best friend is someone who knows you inside out, and therefore is able to see you better (sometimes) than you can see yourself. And because of that, they are able to tell you the truth about you...but definitely only from their point of view...yes, the truth hurts! nobody say the truth is a bed of roses and smell of perfume. it is bad, hurting and ugly. and a best friend is there to always tell you this, but also bear in mind that they will never leave you alone to discover the real truth or to justify their claim of the truth.  It is definitely not easy to be a best friend because of the fear surrounding you when you need to tell the truth. but you just have to do what you have to do sometimes...and th...