The Teapot's Cabin

The human and the "smart" one. Of my years of working with various types of people from all walks of life, I finally come up with a summary of two major groups in the working force; the human and the "smart" one. Over the years, i have discover who I really am and somehow has my own style of working, which I would be able to call "my style". This style of mine can be the trigger of revealing the human and the "smart" one around me. Allow me to define further. The human is all about feeling. When someone is so busy with their tasks and duties, the human who is so free, would somehow start questioning his/her role when noticing his/her teammate is so busy while they are just shaking legs, waiting for time to go home, browsing social media, window shopping online, etc. When a human have the feeling of guilty, that's when they will approach the busy one to offer to help ease the burden. That's being human, because you know the purpose y...

Your patience will be rewarded. I can never agree more to that statement. How often do we wish to have the things we dream about...and when its finally in our door way, you can imagine the excitement that comes along with it.... you can say proudly, "FINALLY! AFTER ALL THESE YEARS" It is a justification of all the years of hard work and value that you put into. All the toil, the sweat, the pain, the anxiety...it finally mattered. I'm still keeping my fingers crossed about it. Hoping it will truly come true. So help me, God. Amen.

so well.....guess its my time now....the mid-life crisis........oh the horror and the anxiety that comes with it....THE MID-LIFE CRISIS... maybe it has been there all along, but i'm just denying the reality...and finally it surfaced...forcing me to deal with it, face-on.... often people just say it, but you never know the real deal till you are in it...and let me tell you, the struggle is real. it is as real as it can be.... so what is this crisis all about? people who knows me or work with me may not noticed this, but deep down within, the question is lingering at all times... What am I doing now? Where am I heading to? What do I want in life? it often is a career based question because that's how people often see this crisis, i meant from the generic point of view of most people...but then again, that is the core of it too... our career leads and shapes our future, of where we would be and what we would be... my career, i honestly admit, is something I am truly proud abou...

Are our emotions clearly seen on our faces or do we always wear a mask every time we leave our houses? I guess everyone do have their own individual mask(s) to wear, for every occasion. Why? all because the world hates the truth. The world despises the truth. The world is not ready for the truth. and thus, the truth is being hidden under those mask(s).  Yes, it is truly sad that mask have to be worn in order to survive our daily lives. People around us are not ready to accept the real us, the real person within each of us. There is always an expectation of people of us. thus when the expectation is not met, sarcasm and critics will come flying around. To save us from all these daggers, a mask is often needed. Sad it is, but that is the reality. It is a challenge to really remove the mask and to be who we are meant to be. It is difficult, I admit, and people are somewhat judgmental about it. The less we bother about all these, the more peaceful our hearts would be.  ...

Came across a status update on FB this morning, about a lady being asked to give up what she loves most during the season of Lent. She decided to give up her husband and her kids.  To some it may be a joke. but to me personally, i feel that it is really sweet and self-giving of her. to give up something or someone that you love most is indeed the hardest thing to do. and to be able to do that, that is in fact to me, a huge sacrifice.  and thus, i have been thinking of what i would do differently this Lent. and i thought to myself, that i would do the same. every Lent i would try to do something special, or something extraordinary. i've started with abstaining for the entire season, and adding on to that, i offered a pray to a different person for the entire season..and this year, i decided to add on by giving up on the person i care the most.  So help me God. Amen. 

New year, new layout...and i am hoping to say a new beginning too..... oh well, things have been really really hard on me lately, especially when it comes to my career. Challenges after challenges which leaves me really really beat...and at my lowest end. never have i felt so helpless that even thinking of it makes my stomach turn... even my health and my routine lifestyle was and is affected...i don't sleep well, and kept thinking of work work and more work. even during an off-day, all i can do is to work.... i really have no life, do i? sad it is, to see what i have become....honestly.... its been 8 years since i took this career journey..to be where i am today, to be doing what i am doing today....it has been hard hard work... and to be going through the past few days, really kept me thinking back of the struggles i have to put up with now! and all the while, i always think that things will be easier as the years go by, with the experience and the vast people i worked with.....

Its the 18th day into the new year....anything change? i can proudly say YES! I have made a pledge to my own self that the past will remain as the past and not to dwell anymore in it. Whatever that happened over the years or recent years, it happened. nothing can be done to undo it anymore...and most importantly, learn from it and move on. No point keep bringing it up and thinking about it, regretting. Life goes on. Pick yourself  up and move on...life has more to offer. Just trust everything unto Him. He knows what is best. Amen.