Trust in the Lord

Its been rather hard these few days...stress, feeling very misjudged and being sidelined all for the reason that i spoke my mind..was that so wrong? im just so tired to be silent anymore and allow all those wrong doings to be assumed as right....but apparently, people are still very stereotype about those who speak out.. why? i often wonder...is it because of the society and situation that we lived in today? are we seriously influence by everything around us that we are so afraid to just stand out and stand up for what you believe is correct for the fear of rejection?...well, seriously, with the consequences of it all, it is true...the society is really still not ready for change. to them, being outspoken meaning being a complainant, or being against them..it is seriously so sad to see such an assumption and reaction towards all these..... it is really a downfall for man and a wake up call for me to see what exactly it is the state of our society..

however, with all these negativity roaming around, i was blessed to say that i found God in it...i always hold strongly to the statement : "Stand firm and trust in God, for He will know what's best for you". You know how hard it is to really find God when you are faced with so much trouble, so much problems, so much stress, so much negativity all around because you will feel that you were abandoned and left all alone to die miserably...but then, always remember when all else fails you, God never fails and will never abandon you... having said so is because i experienced it. been there, done that...honestly, i admit i was really feeling so alone..too much in the little head of mine that i really felt it will just explode out anytime...but then, something made me do the Liturgy of the Hours (which i now feel it was the Holy Spirit making me do it) and it was really truly a sense of relief... it your lowest point in life, when you feel the comforting grace of God, nothing can beat that feeling of peace and serenity.. you know that He is there and there is always hope.never lose your trust in Him..Praise the Lord!

and He 'told' me this : "even if you are angry, you must not sin: never let the sun set on your anger, or else you will give the devil a foothold. Ephesians 4:26-27"

All glory and honour be to God. Amen.

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