The Teapot's Cabin

it's good to have friends who listens..whether it is just for the sake of listening, or they are sincere in listening to what you have to say..im just grateful for having such friends... for those who know me well, im not a person who opens up easily to anyone, what more on problems faced at work or with anything, cause im not a person who likes to tell it all out to just about anyone..no, i am not comfortable doing that...only when i am at ease, comfortable with a person then only will i let it all out....and i do feel relieve for doing such, because it is not easy for me to tell them all out, for the fear of what others will think of me, fear of the assumptions people may make of me....anyhow, it does feel good to share it with others...God bless them all =)

31st August!..it was exactly one year ago..exactly....a day of something not should be done, a day when everything was not suppose to begin in the first place...but now, its a just a history, a mere experience, something which im not really proud of, but should be glad enough that it happened. A day of memories ~ sad ones, disapointing ones, cheerful ones, interesting ones, etc. it WAS just a day of mixed feelings...WAS..yes...WAS...it happened, and i canot turn back time. and since then, everything went downhill...everything went from bad to worse...until i came to the lowest point in life, i hope, and now im here... never in my mind had i thought that one year later, i would be where i am today. one year ago, my situation was so so much different...and ever since this particular date one year ago, i have been to places which i never thought i would and that led me to where i am today. decisions were made, actions were taken and here i am today. well, guess all that happen one y