The Teapot's Cabin

And so I am back to my home country... I do not know how to describe the exact feeling, whether I am happy, or be relief or just being neutral... honestly, I am more excited and interested to what is next in line for me; the next phase in my career after having gone through intensive "brain washing and wishing"...just hoping all of it went through smoothly... Well, the reason I am posting is not just about my "home-coming"...but rather something struck me about me again...oh well, doesn't it always is such; that I am always just posting things here whenever things strike me at just about the slightest thing that can flick my mind. "click" It was a remark that a few people gave me, after knowing of my adventure in the foreign land through my postings on social media.. what fascinated me was that they were amazed at how many interesting things I could discover throughout my time there, even though they have been going to the same place more frequent

Time really flies. Its been two weeks that I am on foreign soil. The first time for me, to be on my own on foreign land for such a long time. It proves only one thing for me. that I am more independent that I thought I am. Honestly, I always am sceptical of travelling alone overseas, especially to embark on a solo travel trip. I am afraid because I do not know what to expect. I fear of my ability to cope and the capability to explore the world around me. But now that I am put in a position which mandatorily requires me to be overseas for 3 weeks, hence I am where I am now, at this very moment. Life here indeed is very different, but all the more, it changes my perspective of who I can really be. I underestimate myself to a certain extend, although I am more prone to overestimate myself. But having this experience, for the past 2 weeks, has indeed shown me the other side of myself that I didn't know I had. I am more brave, maybe also due to the fact that I am more aware th

how quick do we pass a judgement? That is a simple question but the answers will be very subjective, because it all depends on the mind set of the person reading it. How often do we pass a judgement? what was the first thought that comes to mind when you read that line? Did you read it as it is or were you looking for things between the lines? It is funny that people are so quick to judge because they always try to find things beneath what is being presented to them, when in actual fact, things are just as it is. I find it difficult to accept that people tend to overthink when being presented with something, be it a simple question, a simple remark, a picture or just about anything. Oh well, I have to admit, I am also a person who overthinks. I always look at things overall, and not just how it is and often times than not, it gets me into trouble. Hence, I try to change the outlook I have on things and just accept things as they are presented to me, giving the presenter the be

3 months. today is exactly 3 months since I started doing what I always wanted to do... and that only meant, life has drastically changed for me for the past 3 months! Time flies. I didn't realized it has been 3 months (until I was asked to change the password to my work email...hahahahahha...the thing that you have to do every 3 months. it's true). It has been an amazing 3 months. As I mentioned, it was a drastic change and never did I regret taking this choice 3 months ago...I've been to a lot of places, seen a lot of people, learn a lot of new things.. everyday is just a surprise which I always look forward to... And even though I have work pending on my side, and me in the midst of a 22 days training away from home, life is still beautiful to me.. it only showed me how independent I have become over the years, to be able to identify such a feeling and be very grateful for it. He indeed has His plans lay out for me. It has always been and no doubt about it. Even