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A cross to bear

I am being evil! muahahahahahaha....so honest of me to admit that... well, honestly, sometimes life just makes you do things to others just so that you feel good...and that makes me an evil person... In fact, I'm just doing my job. I do what I am supposed to do and that's just about it....I really really dislike it when people take things for granted towards me..... sincerely I helped when I can, or up to my abilities, but when people start to take advantage of that....then, too bad....my true colors will show.... and as my favourite survival quote, "if you step on my tail, I will step back on your head!"... so do not mess with me unnecessarily. those who know me, will always know me as a very happy-go-lucky person. thus, when I am not in a happy mode, that spells trouble. and I can assure you that it is not a common sight. as I've mention to people before, that is because my tolerance rate is very high.....and so, when I am angry, I really really will be angr

Joy of serving

Sometimes we are just called and sent by God but we just did not realized it. And this is true for me, at least. Those who may know me, may know that I am a person who likes to serve, especially in the church. but the question that is being asked of me is, "why do you serve there? you know that you should serve here. this is your parish"...not just one but two people asked me that, in a span of almost a year.... am I wrong to be where I am? is there a preference to where I am suppose to serve, even though at the end of it, we all serving ONE God? I am very disturbed by this question, honestly. I was...and in fact when I was asked this question, I wanted to ask them in return, but for all due respect (since the person questioning was way much elder than me), I just keep my mind open and listen. but when I look back and reflect, it is like a calling to serve where I am serving. to make things clearer for those who don't know... I actually live 5 minutes away from a chu