The Teapot's Cabin

And so I mentioned how a big decision I had to make in my previous post and indeed...since then, it has been all the clearer that this should be it.... so how did I know it was the best decision and the signs were pointing me there? oh well, I stop a while and look at my surroundings, one late evening...and I see how much I have been through to be where I am today, to be doing what I am doing today, and indeed....it has been a hell of a journey... but I am grateful for it all, and especially for the span of the few hard days where I had to make a decision, I learnt a lot about myself, things which I was doubtful about but it all seemed so clear to me now A friend told me, that I needed to make this decision. it is a change that has to happen because I have been in a stagnant situation for a while and it is not healthy for me to do so... at first I thought he was just saying things out of his mind without knowing me within...but how wrong was I when indeed, what he said was right.

It's been a hell of a week...the previous week it is. So many things happen within the span of 7 days. no ups and downs as it is mostly downs.... oh well, i survived and lived to tell the story So it has been a wrecking week.. i have one of the toughest decisions to make and it really got onto the very fine end of my hair, to actually have a single clue which to choose as both choices put forth is equal with its pros and cons..my future was at stake. yes, you read it correctly. my future was  at stake, and thus the heartache and headache to come to a decision at the end of the week... i read up, i searched up, i calculated (being a Chinese suddenly by being all calculative to the single cent), i spoke to so many people. i did all that i can do just so to find a solution. and thankfully i did. from all the conversations i had, with all sorts of people i known, with all their comments, feedback and sermons, i can draw out the main keyword that was mentioned...and it was HAPPINESS.