One year ago

31st August!..it was exactly one year ago..exactly....a day of something not should be done, a day when everything was not suppose to begin in the first place...but now, its a just a history, a mere experience, something which im not really proud of, but should be glad enough that it happened. A day of memories ~ sad ones, disapointing ones, cheerful ones, interesting ones, etc. it WAS just a day of mixed feelings...WAS..yes...WAS...it happened, and i canot turn back time. and since then, everything went downhill...everything went from bad to worse...until i came to the lowest point in life, i hope, and now im here...

never in my mind had i thought that one year later, i would be where i am today. one year ago, my situation was so so much different...and ever since this particular date one year ago, i have been to places which i never thought i would and that led me to where i am today. decisions were made, actions were taken and here i am today.

well, guess all that happen one year ago was the opening of what is to hapen one year later, which is today. as the saying goes (i amended according to my version la), one door closes, the other opens to alot more opportunities, if only we are bold enough to open it...that is very true, seeing what has took place for the whole one year.....

one year ago....and now, one year later, im certainly grateful for where i am today,for the decisions i made due to what happen one year ago, and i have never looked back since (although i do at times), but life has to move on, and i did. and from now on, what happen one year ago, will just be a date to remember that it was the date that my life took a turning point.

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