The Teapot's Cabin

Success! what is it that deemed something to be successful.. i was questioned on this today... and my head goes about its thinking on it again....success to me is dependent on one's own thinking and definition. one would have their own success target in various points in their life; be it in education, in career, in family, in personal goals....once something is being set with target, then it is being judge whether it is successful or not, whether it reaches the ending that you set for it or not...so it is really dependent on that person's own personal views.... for me, am i successful? I am proud to say I am in my career aspect..things have been moving pretty fast and in my liking, (for the moment), being where I am today....although there has been obstacles here and there, which may not be easy to be dealt with....but as i ponder it back, why did i thought i am successful? was it because i have initially, previously set a goal on my career unnoticely? perhaps i did, out of my...

I'm becoming more and more emotionally attached lately...is it because im contemplating on my youth now that im turning a quarter of a century soon? gosh..time does flies so fast and im glad to be where i am today...am i? guess i am.... i always believe in counting your blessings. it is often pretty hard to look at things and think of them as blessings in disguise. imagine how could you turn an ugly situation and turn it into something beautiful in an instance? it could....but all in the head, nothing in reality. well, i have always believe in positive thinking. i believe that thinking positively does helps us to view the world in a much better and nicer way. we will not focus on what is lacking, but instead be appreciative of what we have and already had. experience has always been a blessing in disguise, be in good ones or bad ones....it all depends on a person's personal point of view. one thing is for sure, our life itself is already a blessing! embrace His gifts =)

mixed reactions.....why cant they all just be straight forward...sending mixed signals does gives me mixed reactions...i've fallen into one before, and am afraid to make the same mistake again. hence, im sure to guard my heart closely this time around till it really feels right.....gosh....i hope im not taking it the wrong way...*fingers crossed*

Miss You Love You.....listening to this song by Maroon 5..it sudenly got me into an adrenaline rush..was it the tune? was it the lyrics? or was it just the title.........well then..i guess, i just Miss You...and I.....................

oh how i hate love movies...ok, hate could be a strong word....more of like jealous, as i don't know whether do i have the same fairytale reality as what is shown in the movies.....haiz... every girls' dream or fantasy, which only some have the privilege to make it come true....well well well.....maybe i just havent met the "right" one yet...come what may...

history repeats itself...err..two days ago...hehe....so much so as you do not want to recall the past, somehow it will just comes back to haunt you, even harder..as it brings you back to how it happened long time ago.... maybe im just too sensitive, but what is said, is said..can't be taken back....as my friend once mentioned, its like stabbing with a knife, after you take out the knife, the wound will still be there and leaves a scar forever (perhaps)...so that's how life is...so much so as we move on in life, but somehow the past will comes back from time to time...however, if only we know what to focus on in life, the past will just be history.....live in the present, leave the past and just hope for the future =)