A cross to bear

I am being evil! muahahahahahaha....so honest of me to admit that... well, honestly, sometimes life just makes you do things to others just so that you feel good...and that makes me an evil person...


In fact, I'm just doing my job. I do what I am supposed to do and that's just about it....I really really dislike it when people take things for granted towards me..... sincerely I helped when I can, or up to my abilities, but when people start to take advantage of that....then, too bad....my true colors will show.... and as my favourite survival quote, "if you step on my tail, I will step back on your head!"...


so do not mess with me unnecessarily. those who know me, will always know me as a very happy-go-lucky person. thus, when I am not in a happy mode, that spells trouble. and I can assure you that it is not a common sight. as I've mention to people before, that is because my tolerance rate is very high.....and so, when I am angry, I really really will be angry.....and when I am angry, there goes my temper....


well, it's a cross that I have to carry and bear this Lent. I acknowledge it and will carry it with courage. God bless us all.

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