The Teapot's Cabin

Came across a status update on FB this morning, about a lady being asked to give up what she loves most during the season of Lent. She decided to give up her husband and her kids.  To some it may be a joke. but to me personally, i feel that it is really sweet and self-giving of her. to give up something or someone that you love most is indeed the hardest thing to do. and to be able to do that, that is in fact to me, a huge sacrifice.  and thus, i have been thinking of what i would do differently this Lent. and i thought to myself, that i would do the same. every Lent i would try to do something special, or something extraordinary. i've started with abstaining for the entire season, and adding on to that, i offered a pray to a different person for the entire season..and this year, i decided to add on by giving up on the person i care the most.  So help me God. Amen. 

New year, new layout...and i am hoping to say a new beginning too..... oh well, things have been really really hard on me lately, especially when it comes to my career. Challenges after challenges which leaves me really really beat...and at my lowest end. never have i felt so helpless that even thinking of it makes my stomach turn... even my health and my routine lifestyle was and is affected...i don't sleep well, and kept thinking of work work and more work. even during an off-day, all i can do is to work.... i really have no life, do i? sad it is, to see what i have become....honestly.... its been 8 years since i took this career journey..to be where i am today, to be doing what i am doing today....it has been hard hard work... and to be going through the past few days, really kept me thinking back of the struggles i have to put up with now! and all the while, i always think that things will be easier as the years go by, with the experience and the vast people i worked with.....