The Teapot's Cabin

gosh....such an indescribable feeling..such negativity flowing within and around me that i really could not grasp the other side of the story like how i used to train myself to do..i just can't seem to feel good about anything around me, not even myself.....gosh....and worse, i do not know the root cause...guess it is an accumulation of negativity set into a timed bomb and now it is the time! lately things have just gone to the other side; wrong to be precise. everything seemed to be wrong...maybe i have been wrong all these years, and only now MADE known to be wrong (worse still to the public, not a self discovery)....all these have seriously challenged my self esteem altogether..i now am starting to question everything that i am doing or have done or going to do...basically its just questions leading to another question leading to another question.....my self confidence is breaking, i am losing out on just being myself and it is something which i really do not want to happen......

Something good to share : It has been reported that the Dalai Lama, when asked what surprised him most about humanity, said: "Man. Because he sacrifices his health in order to make money. Then he sacrifices money to recuperate his health. And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the result being that he does not live in the present or the future; he lives as if he is never going to die  and then dies having never really lived." ~well said piece! indeed, enjoy life to the fullest. the future will take its own course :)

It's been a while since i last posted here...well, as the title sound, i have embarked on a spiritual journey recently...i have come to realize (although not a new thing), that life is not just about working..and since work has take on a new path, i thought to myself that i needed to examine my inner being... Being able to attend a camp recently has certainly change me inside out..i am truly blessed for such an opportunity to really look deep down spiritually...spiritual...a huge word which bears such a great meaning but not many understands it....therefore, i am really glad for the experience.. I have always believe, that everything happens for a reason, and that reason is Him! and true enough, that was what i discovered from this camp (yeah, you may think how pathetic am I to take such a long time to realize this...but better late than never)....we were exposed to Evangelization...another huge word that most Christians know about, but few will come to know and understand the ...