The Teapot's Cabin

you know how it feels when you are at the cross roads, and don't really know which road to choose? well, that's not what i am going through actually..haha...its even worse than that... i am rather at a "dead end"...where you know the end is deadly..... it is really difficult to not think of this end considering the fact that everything that happens around me is contributing to that fact and realization. and yet, i always tell myself, "the beginning is always the toughest, the beginning is always the toughest..." on and on again all just to comfort myself that i am on the right track and there is no deadly end somehow.... this is really not my usual self because (for those who knows me well) i am always a person who is very sure of what i really want and thinking positive even in the darkest hour. but now, this hurdle is really not an easy one for me. i also do not deny the possibility that the devil is tempting me at this point of life since it is also the...

it's a little late on this post because there have been so many ongoings lately..but nevertheless, there is always a need to share my thoughts here... so my Youcat journey continues with our lesson on the Holy Spirit. we dwelt into the Holy Spirit and his works. yeah, you think you knew all about the Holy Spirit with Pentecost and the relationship of the Father and the Son, but something strikes me which i did not realize it before. we all knew that Mary was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit, thus indirectly, it makes the Holy Spirit the spouse of Mary. funny? i honestly thought so, but somehow, it develop into something so beautiful that we have never thought of it before. so whenever you pray to the Holy Spirit or whenever the Holy Spirit is within us, bear in mind that Mary is there together too. beautiful.just plain beautiful how God manifested in all these. Amen.

i saw this on the facebook page the other day and it hit me straight away... is this the explaination for all that has happened and is to happen? i'm doubting am i a strong soldier in the first place to be given such battles.... and then again, as i reflect back on the hard and tough few weeks before, and then with the annoucement from the Holy Father of his resignation, i wonder how hard it would have been for the Pope the past few weeks for him to come to that decision to resign... it would be so much more anguish and anxiety which i might have just had a little of it in comparison to how it must have been for him... it would been such a difficult time for him to discern his real calling and to come to a decision knowing that it will have various consequences..i personally think that he is indeed a man of courage to come out with such a heavy decision but surely with God's guidance along the way. he is indeed a man of faith and place his whole trust in God when he decide...

Its been rather hard these few days...stress, feeling very misjudged and being sidelined all for the reason that i spoke my mind..was that so wrong? im just so tired to be silent anymore and allow all those wrong doings to be assumed as right....but apparently, people are still very stereotype about those who speak out.. why? i often wonder...is it because of the society and situation that we lived in today? are we seriously influence by everything around us that we are so afraid to just stand out and stand up for what you believe is correct for the fear of rejection?...well, seriously, with the consequences of it all, it is true...the society is really still not ready for change. to them, being outspoken meaning being a complainant, or being against them..it is seriously so sad to see such an assumption and reaction towards all these..... it is really a downfall for man and a wake up call for me to see what exactly it is the state of our society.. however, with all these negativity ...

Pain, hurt, dejected, sidelined, misjudged...its just so hard to put all these away when it keeps on attacking u over n over again with stronger punches everytime... oh dear God, I peray for strength to pick up my cross. I'm falling weaker and weaker everyday and I don't know how long I can take it.  So help me god.

yup..obvious indeed that i changed the layout of my blog again. reason? hmm...guess that i just need some added colour to my stressful, dull current situation.. anyhow, that's what got me into the mood of blogging again..and what i would like to talk about; Change! how many of us out there that is willing to admit that they would accept any changes that occur in their life just like that? surely no one does, same goes for me. it always takes  time and observations and experiences to finally embrace change. so guess that it is also not easy to propose change to people as well because of the insecurity that comes with it. but nonetheless, the most important part is that we try to bring change. trying is better than just talking. too much talk but no action is just the same as doing nothing at all... insecurity. that is always the biggest fear in many people out there. questions after questions will arise when faced with changes; what will happen? how will it affect me? why all t...

I just watched a movie recommended by a friend. Titled "love so divine". Go checked it on YouTube and watch it. Its a korean movie bt with english subtitle (remember to click CC at the bottom left for the subtitles). Its a pretty short movie bt it has gt me vry disturbed after watching it. Do try and catch. You can Share with me your thoughts after it...gudnite. catching my sleep nw with my disturbed mind.

my YouCat Journey continues....so here's week 2 (for me lah)..hehe...ok. so we learned all about The Church's teaching on Jesus and Jesus Christ-Kingdom of God. ok. the church's teaching on Jesus. well, guess every Catholic, or Christian would not deny the fact that Jesus is the Son of God, who is truly God and truly man. yeah yeah, alot people will think that they know what the church teaches about Jesus (well, i admit i do too) but then something strikes me..again...the question, why did God become man through Jesus? i seriously and honestly never thought of such, and always (admiting now) think that it is such, so just accept it. but one think i learnt that nothing is coincidental in the creation of God, everything is meant to be. So Jesus becoming man, taking on the human flesh to share our earthly lot, our sufferings and finally death. in simpler words, Jesus experienced what we experience in our everyday life now....but surely, one thing defers..SIN. Jesus is everyt...