Happiness. One step forward
It's been a hell of a week...the previous week it is. So many things happen within the span of 7 days. no ups and downs as it is mostly downs.... oh well, i survived and lived to tell the story
So it has been a wrecking week.. i have one of the toughest decisions to make and it really got onto the very fine end of my hair, to actually have a single clue which to choose as both choices put forth is equal with its pros and cons..my future was at stake. yes, you read it correctly. my future was at stake, and thus the heartache and headache to come to a decision at the end of the week... i read up, i searched up, i calculated (being a Chinese suddenly by being all calculative to the single cent), i spoke to so many people. i did all that i can do just so to find a solution. and thankfully i did. from all the conversations i had, with all sorts of people i known, with all their comments, feedback and sermons, i can draw out the main keyword that was mentioned...and it was HAPPINESS.
Wherever i go, whatever i do, whatever decision i make, the most important is to be happy. do not bother about what people may say or think, as long as you are happy, then go with it. only you know what makes you happy. and the easiest way to measure this "happiness" is the feeling of peace... when the whole idea was mentioned to me, i thought it was just some cliche lines that people often get from motivational pieces, but truly enough...when i finally made the decision, i felt the peace. it was just beautiful, and you know that you have made the right decision. However wrong the outcome may be later, but it was right, at that particular moment.
So i am taking a huge risk. but life is too short to not do it. i shall share further in my next post on the "signs" ive seen along the way that showed me, indeed, it was a right decision. For now, im just trusting in the happiness which i have faith in.
God bless us all. Amen.
So it has been a wrecking week.. i have one of the toughest decisions to make and it really got onto the very fine end of my hair, to actually have a single clue which to choose as both choices put forth is equal with its pros and cons..my future was at stake. yes, you read it correctly. my future was at stake, and thus the heartache and headache to come to a decision at the end of the week... i read up, i searched up, i calculated (being a Chinese suddenly by being all calculative to the single cent), i spoke to so many people. i did all that i can do just so to find a solution. and thankfully i did. from all the conversations i had, with all sorts of people i known, with all their comments, feedback and sermons, i can draw out the main keyword that was mentioned...and it was HAPPINESS.
Wherever i go, whatever i do, whatever decision i make, the most important is to be happy. do not bother about what people may say or think, as long as you are happy, then go with it. only you know what makes you happy. and the easiest way to measure this "happiness" is the feeling of peace... when the whole idea was mentioned to me, i thought it was just some cliche lines that people often get from motivational pieces, but truly enough...when i finally made the decision, i felt the peace. it was just beautiful, and you know that you have made the right decision. However wrong the outcome may be later, but it was right, at that particular moment.
So i am taking a huge risk. but life is too short to not do it. i shall share further in my next post on the "signs" ive seen along the way that showed me, indeed, it was a right decision. For now, im just trusting in the happiness which i have faith in.
God bless us all. Amen.
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