The Teapot's Cabin

R.E.S.P.E.C.T. a seven letter word, but such a fragile thing that everyone has to maintain it..once it is broken, it will only leave a scar no matter hw you try to restore it...as the saying goes, the tongue is mightier than the sword. though both are equally sharp, but word uttered may not be taken back anymore. it may be forgiven, but not forgotten... as innocent as we are humans, as vulnerable as we are humans, once it hurts, it will forever hurt, when the similar pain comes back..in fact, the second attack is often worse as compared to the previous... I often wondered, why do people like to provoke a certain feeling when they actually know the outcome of that particular situation. why create the guilt, the hatred, the anger? and often at the end of it, people like to say "see, i told you so" OR "i know already that he/she will say such"..then why do such in the first place? to proof a point? then wats the point? self satisfaction? we often thought that such wo...

What happens when you found out that mistakes were made years ago but no one has yet to notice it? Will you have the courage to face it and said it was wrong all these years, when it was carried out years before and you are only a rookie, trying to make a mark today? Will you be brave enough to tell people in their face that they were wrong? Do you have the confident that you are doing the right thing now? How sure are you that you are right while the rest are wrong since it has been such through out the years? questions after questions....when you are so sure you are doing the right thing, the wrongs will haunt you. especially when you were the only right (i hoped) and others were all following the wrong path...and when you are in such a situation, you will tend to doubt your own beliefs just because you were the minority! sounds familiar? well, that is something that is so common right now in todays world. and i realize that we do not be in the big picture (like to participate in r...

I always hear of the term "sacrifice" but what does it really meant to sacrifice? often enough, sacrifice is for loved ones, when we love them so we would do anything for them... however, at times, there is surely questions that arise; why did i do all those stuff? sacrificing my time and effort but in the end, what are the rewards? that is a very typical thinking, which i do not really blame people for having such thoughts. we are living in a materialistic world. although it may seem harsh, but that is the reality. people would not do something if they do not see the reward (s) that comes with it. that is the ugly truth... but what to do...sacrifice is always the norm of life. whether you see the reward(s) or not, you will eventually sacrifice your time and effort for your love ones, all because of love. It is the greatest thing of all..god bless us all

I lead, not follow! That is what i have learnt from the past few months....my experience.my history.my choice I have made a very big decision (to me) for my future. It is an opportunity that came knocking on my door and the prospect seems good. It is a big risk which i really hope to bear fruit in the future, maybe in the next few months or so..although alot of work and sweat and tears will be put into it, i really hope that it pays off at the end of the day. its a matter of sooner or later, and i chosen the former. Its my time to lead!

Decisions decisions decisions....gosh...why are they so hard to be made? It is usually easy when you have the support from the people around you..but what happens when you don't? the world is in your hands...and it is all up to you whether you have to make it bigger or just maintain its current position (to play safe)? Opportunity does not knock twice, and when it knocked once, you must consider to open it already... viewing the pros and cons..consult here and there...but at the end of the day, the decision lies in your hands... a risk is nothing but a risk..it is not for the faint hearted, for sure, but is the risk worth taking? will i regret the decision that i made? oh god...why is this so had? why have you forsaken me? i really felt so alone....so help me God to see the light..i am in the dark, it is time to come out to the light..

i just can't understand why people would not want to speak up. what are they fearing exactly? fear of being projected otherwise? fear of being rejected? fear of losing a friendship or a job? the fear of not being listened to? the fear of others' perception against you? well, needless to say, i have been in that position before. although being loud, some would not believe that i would be afraid to speak up in public. in actual fact, i am loud when i am comfortable with my surrounding and the people i am with. if not, i would just be the quiet and shy person whom everyone would not think of me as..haha.....weird but true huh? pelik tapi benar only after i am comfortable with myself in my surrounding, will then i start to show my true colors..the prettiest colors la of course..hehe......which is the current state i am in... Often enough, people may think why i am being "noisy" all of a sudden, but i guess that i have came to the realization that being silent would not ge...

Life in turmoil..thats how exactly life is for me now... when you thought you did the right thing, think again, have second thoughts..maybe it is not what it seems to be.. well, i did make a vey big decision lately, a risk which I myself did not dare to take but took it anyway and now i am having second thoughts... so much has been talked, so much has been discussed, so much i have heard...all having their own points and views..but at the end of the day, it all comes down to me... i do not want to dissapoint anyone, especially my loved ones..but most importantly, i should not disapoint myself too.... i did not realise the effect of my decision till i really talked about it the other day..my reaction showed that i did make a drastic decision without thinking it thoroughly..but i did what i had to.. well, everything around us would not satisfy us all the time, there is always a loop hole somewhere which may be bothering us so much as compared to the whole picture... and now i am being pl...