Feeling Bad

hmmm..............
feeling bad for doing things which some are unable to do
feeling bad for buying things which some can't afford to
feeling bad for taking things which we don't own it
feeling bad for owning things which we don't deserve to
hmmm.....sigh...................hmmm....
feeling bad to let people down
feeling bad for making people misunderstood me
feeling bad for not allowing people to understand the real situation
feeling bad for unable to put things right
hmmm......sigh........sigh.....sigh......hmmmm....
its so hard at times to let people understand the real situation that is happening...but i gues its the normal human habit and nature, to just see things in one dimension and ignoring the other dimension(s) when in fact, the other dimension(s) is what make a difference overall..(sounds complicated ha?...hehe).....well, its sometimes pretty bad when people are just expecting something out of you, or expecting you to do something, but somehow due to some obligations or constraints, you are just unable to go with the flow....and to make matters worse, when they would just not understand your situation and simply made up a conclusion(which they make it all up in their favour).....haiah...life life life....guess that's just a bad episode in life...........

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