The Teapot's Cabin

I seriously did not know what the hell happen to me but it sure did a great impact in my life. It is very unusual for me (yup, some may be surprise) to speak up for my own views or rights. i normally will just act like the rest of the ppl; say yes in the front, but complain at the back... but then, after so many years of such practices, i find that it is really unhealthy. why suffer at the back in silence? why not put up a brave front and speak up? the latter is often avoided because of fear. but today, something in me made me chose the later. out of nowhere, my anger was prick at the right spot and it got me all feary in the morning. speaking up like a true man (lady in this context) and not afraid of whatever consequences that may cause me. i had enough of deaf ears and blind eyes that i have been tolerating and it has reached the limit. i did what i had to do. perhaps, the tigress in me finally found its way out! Roarrrrr

Having very limited time to myself for the past few weeks, i do miss my blog (awww....) all for the fact that many things have happen and many thoughts were running in my head. However so, since i have signed up for the YouCat programme (YouCat is short for Youth Catechism), i have decided that i will from now blogged about my journey throughout this 13weeks programme. i would be happy to see my progress (that's my ultimate hope) and changes within me throughout this whole programme and would like to pen them down...so here goes.... Week 1 well, i signed up for this programme firstly admitting that it was out of following majority but soon it because more of a curiosity and desire to further challenge my knowledge of my own faith. i do have confidence it what i know and what i believe of my faith and certainly the notion of "i already know my faith well enough, should i still go for it?"..yup, arrogant i may be..but then i challenged myself to take of that arrogance/ign...

what do you do when you are in the middle position? or as in Bahasa Malaysia, "atas pagar"?... i really dislike such a situation when I am put into, out of coincidental and certainly not my choice... guess there is always pros and cons to such situation i.e. either it could be beneficial or detrimental to you. lets look at the pros. being in the middle position, allows you to understand the whole situation so much better. you get to know the stories of both parties, each in their own way and interpretation of a certain incident/accident/event/conflict or whatever it may be. but then, there's the bad part. when you are in the middle position, that's where you are faced with the dillemma of which side to agree upon. Yes, you may be the best judge to the whole thing because you know both sides of the story so would know who is in the right and wrong sides. but to makes matters worse, what if both sides trusted you initially and in fact was the reason they willing to te...

Look left, look right, look front, look back......what to look for? I also don't know..hahaha....well, my point is just this --> there are signs and signals everywhere around us, but we just fail to see it or rather recognize it's significance. If you look back at life, ok maybe just your day, have you notice everything that is around you? there are always signs showing us what to do. okok..enough of confusion (I know it is rather confusing because I'm just trying to get my point across)...let me give you an example, a simple yet funny to some. Lets just say you wanted to go out for lunch...and there, the daunting question arise, "what to eat ah?"....and just to get going, you just wander off the streets looking for food..then tadaa, you found a parking spot, which is just in front of a restaurant/cafe, and then you go and eat, and there are surprisingly empty seats inside although it is crowded..then the food came, etc etc etc.....conclusion, things went ver...

It's the third day into the new year and can already sum it up as follows: New Year, N ew Challenge, New Responsibility, New Task(s), New Hope, and a re NEW ed Self :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013!!! Its the new year. its a new blog outlook. its a new beginning....so to begin, we need to end something. I have thought of this particular post for quite a while and really wanted to blog about it just so as an "ending" (although i never believe in endings as life itself is an ongoing learning process no matter what happens) to 2012. so here it is to fulfill my first wish of 2013 --> tadaa... My Life Review of 2012 ! (haha..so cliche right?!) 2012. an eventful year is so many aspects, an interesting year in many ways, an exciting year in peculiar fashion. one word to sum it all, AWESOME! although every year has its own fair share of events and happenings, but somehow or rather, 2012 has been very unique and stood out above all (or maybe cause it is so fresh in my mind as compared to the rest of the years). so let me break down in few sections of my life: RELIGION . first and most important thing (to me). 2012 has shaped...