The Teapot's Cabin

For following the right procedure, for following the right protocol,  for doing things the way they should be, for speaking out the truth...I am considered a public enemy? Was it fair? I havr enough of standing up, enough of explaining my thoughts, enough of explaining my actions,  enough of being called "childish" for lashing out at a wrong doing..ENOUGH! it's time to leave for the better good of all. No point talking termd n reasons, they will just find more reasons to make u the ultimate public enemy. I do not detest you all, nor hate you all but I pray for you all. I thank God for each and everyone of you for bringing out the side of me which I didn't know I had. I pray for wisdom, strength and courage to move on. God bless you all for evrythng that you have done and will do. I only pray for the best to come out fron you all. God is kind and all merciful. Praise the Lord. Amen.

It was just like any Saturday, where I would attend sunset mass in church. but somehow, yesterday, precisely, when I reach the church and entered, I somehow felt different. A very strange feeling within me. Previously, I would attend mass directly after the Youcat studies, thus I would always be somehow or rather, prepared for mass, knowing well what I am supposed to do and so on... but somehow, yesterday, with the Youcat studies finished, I entered the church with a very strange feeling. I was, as usual, very excited for mass/church since the morning itself. But the minute I entered, while the novena was still on, just in time for the Benediction, I felt rather empty, kosong, no feel. It was as if I entered a whole new place, but there was a serene feeling, peace. It was like being in a new world but rather felt very much at home. What was it? I was certainly puzzled. Usually I would not even notice or don't even bother to tend to my innermost feelings, but something made me r...

hmm..it's been a while since i left this cabin..too much other things which occupied my time...aiya, reasonings for my ownself...one word, Lazy! haha....well, kinda..but mostly cause i just didnt have the urge or motivation to blog...guess things just was ordinary, nothing extra special or rather extra ordinary for me to pen them down... so what made me blog this time? as per my title, yeah, that's the main reason. Since i have decided to pen down my journey and experience in YouCat, then i shall finalize it now. YouCat ended last Saturday, 1st of June to be exact, with a whole day event, Day of Prayer. Basically was just introducing us to pray in different forms i.e. the imaginary prayer and also the adoration of the blessed sacraments. Then we have talks about saints and also about who we say Jesus is. Then it ended up with a group sharing on our respective pray lives and that's it! the end of YouCat....or was it the beginning? well, i rather choose the latter. What s...