The Teapot's Cabin

Wow...the week has been really terrible for me....hmmm...i guess it should be replaced with "challenging"... it has been a really challenging week for me...i am surprise that i survived till the end of the week..although i did had a meltdown...but im ok... sometimes we just have to let it go off before regaining back to my feet.... well...looking at it at a different context, i am grateful for all that has happened... and it certainly showed me clearly of how far i have grown...not physically la, but mentally, emotionally and spiritually. i was hurt, i was dissapointed, i was insulted, i had sarcasm thrown to me, i was scolded, i was blamed, i was abandon, i was unappreciated, i was not accepted...yes, all these happened over the pass week...not exaggerating but am just telling the truth... those who saw me or talked to me over the week sure would not have known all these happened to me, because as my life principle is, i always will not want to affect others with negativ...

Temptations temptations temptations..... so many of them around us.....often than not, we always perceive temptations in forms of materials..but most of the time, we try to mask the emotional and mental temptations... Look around you or just reflect of what you have done the whole day today...or maybe yesterday... was there any temptations to what you were feeling or acting against? I don't know about others but I sure am tempted to feel certain way in which I would prefer not to.. ok. some may be confused..let me explained in my own experience.. lately I am very often tempted to feel angry, to feel boastful, to feel nauseous, to feel betrayed, to feel used, etc etc. and every temptation will surely lead to negative actions or words... that is why these are known as temptations but not feelings, because we are just tempted to feel such but has the power to control that feeling from showing.... confusing? hehe..sorry lorrr..... but well..that i...

I am feeling puzzled.....1st three months of the year passed and now I'm puzzled at how life has been moving so fast for me...for the better, I hope! well, the past three months has been tremendously beautiful....erm...not quite the right word....perhaps, blessed would be better. I am truly blessed for everything that have happened to me or anyone related to me through out this period.. the people I meet, the people I talk to, the people I work with, etc... though things may be very bitchy at times, things can drag you down the cliff at times...but looking at it, I thank God for having go through that..for it made me what I am today...yeah yeah..I have said this too many a times, but it is true..that's why the extra emphasize... Nevertheless, it has been a rewarding start for the year and hopefully this marks a truly remarkable year ahead...looking forward to all things nice, all things spice and all things overly priced..hehe...pun intended! God bless us all...and........