Irony of Life
The irony of life : when you are so stressed up at work, all you wanted was a break..when you are on a break, you get bored and wished u were at work doing something...
gosh...this is actually a bad sign when you are starting to feel such..it shows that work is everything that matters, and without it, there is no life! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! of course i wouldnot want that to be the real reason for feeling such...i would not want to make work the main event of life while the rest are just secondary...NOOO!! I should do something...but what?
Having a long break over the weekend got me thinking...well, not exactly, but i started to reflect on my whole life...i really have not much interesting going on... and not that i do not have friends, i have many (i admit) but none are seem to want to hang out too...and that put me into a "dejected" mood that made me not to bother making any more effort to find entertainment with others....so, i just hang around the house and read. YES! u read that correctly, i SIT and READ and home!!
boring as it may sound, but the book i am reading is very inspirational..it gives u a new outlook at life and understanding what life and religion is all about..i always have this perception that when you are questioned and put into thinking about your actions, only then will you put attention into what you were actually doing and believing..we often take things for granted and not wanting to take time to think about things..but when we are questioned, then only will we be daring enough to think about it..and fret not, sometimes you may discover things that you would not have known existed or feelings you have not known you kept..... deep thoughts right? haha...
well, boring at it may sound...i am still glad to just unwind at home..let loose myself and not just waste time worrying unneccesarily..life is all about letting go and sit back and relax for once!
gosh...this is actually a bad sign when you are starting to feel such..it shows that work is everything that matters, and without it, there is no life! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! of course i wouldnot want that to be the real reason for feeling such...i would not want to make work the main event of life while the rest are just secondary...NOOO!! I should do something...but what?
Having a long break over the weekend got me thinking...well, not exactly, but i started to reflect on my whole life...i really have not much interesting going on... and not that i do not have friends, i have many (i admit) but none are seem to want to hang out too...and that put me into a "dejected" mood that made me not to bother making any more effort to find entertainment with others....so, i just hang around the house and read. YES! u read that correctly, i SIT and READ and home!!
boring as it may sound, but the book i am reading is very inspirational..it gives u a new outlook at life and understanding what life and religion is all about..i always have this perception that when you are questioned and put into thinking about your actions, only then will you put attention into what you were actually doing and believing..we often take things for granted and not wanting to take time to think about things..but when we are questioned, then only will we be daring enough to think about it..and fret not, sometimes you may discover things that you would not have known existed or feelings you have not known you kept..... deep thoughts right? haha...
well, boring at it may sound...i am still glad to just unwind at home..let loose myself and not just waste time worrying unneccesarily..life is all about letting go and sit back and relax for once!
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