The Teapot's Cabin

Being human, I just dislike the fact where people take things for granted or rather do not appreciate what has been done. I guess everyone,  if not majority, would not have liked it if what they have done for the common good of all, not being appreciated or being thanked for. Especially when it involves lots of sacrifices of time and effort. Why can't people just understand what has been happening behind the scene and not just judged? And if so, say it directly and not through a third party... Well, yes. I was put I in such a situation, when I said yes to certain things that were handed and offered to me. To be honest,  I took it up initially for the wrong reasons.  I empathised on the whole situation and therefore did what I had to do. Even though I did not agree to what was practiced but I carried on despite the fact that it brought me much inconvenience and sacrifices.  But then slowly I realize the reason to all these was Him. I persevered because of Him. Beca...

following up from my previous post, yeah...indeed i was a broken person then. but looking back at it all, that's when i have the courage to share and reflect what happened and the transformation that took place..... hehe...sound so dramatic and i caught your attention to read on, right? hahahaha.... well, things were really not smooth..in fact, what could actually went wrong, went wrong... hurts, disapointments, pain, stress..practically i was really struggling to pick myself up to the point that all i wanted to do was just to escape it all, run away from all of it, to deny the whole problem actually existed.. i was really in one of the lowest point in life... and looking back at it, it was kinda sad because I was really searching for Him at that point, but it was difficult, it was a struggle and i had too many questions left unanswered... and being me, i always mask all these in me. so if you ever seen me during my bad and lowest days, you would not know because i mask it all wi...

Why can't life be all just smooth flowing? I remember reading somewhere stating that a Catholic can never run away from suffering. I don't know why but I can be a living proof of that statement. Indeed, God is ever challenging us daily. One after another,  biting deeper and harder each time..deeper wounds, more profuse bleeding, more painful heart and hurtful soul... sounds as if I'm exaggerating but I am not. I am just sharing my current situation which is by far, the worse challenge of all. And maybe because things that matters most dearly to your heart that will hurt you the most...you feel so hurt,  dejected, neglected, disappointed and worst, lost! Lost in the sea of ungratefulness, lost in the sea of selfishness, lost in the sea of hatred, lost in the sea of bitterness and lost in the sea of hell! Where hell is define as the condition of totally rejecting and ignoring love. Life can really be so so painful. So hurtful that you begin to question the purpose of life...

31st august. The national's independence day..and what would that meant for the nation? Well, too huge picture to see...so just take a look at yourself.  Myself. This year has been more memorable than any other years. I was celebrating my own independence. Being able to be free and given the freedom to choose what I really want in life...that was what I am most thankful for. People ask me, what should.we be thankful for for this year's independent day. Well, that was my answer. Thus, being able to decide my path in life,  im just wishing for the best. It was a risk I took and tomorrow will be the beginning of it all. And when I opened my eyes tmr morning, it will all start anew. God bless us all.