WAIT

We often wait...wait for the right moment...wait for the right person...wait for the right opportunity to come our way....we will just wait and wait and continue waiting....always waiting for the RIGHT thing....but do we ever question what is RIGHT?

i admit i have always been waiting.....waiting for the right one...in different aspects of my life ie the right degree, the right career path, the right job, the right position, the right one....but how do we know when we have finally actually gotten the right one all this while? i've been through alot in terms of my career....5 years down the line and seriously, every year seems to be the "one" and im not moving or rather changing anymore...yet, look at me today..5 years in this field, yet 5 different companies...and people still ask me, "so is this the one? or will you continue to change?"...well, having look back at this...i guess people are not really waiting, but rather wanting more...and therefore they WAIT....waiting for the right opportunity to grab, one which can give them more than what they have now, one that can fulfill their satisfaction and contentment...and after all that, will that be enough? i guess humans will never be satisfied...so am i....and therefore, i do not have any answers whenever i am being given such question...not that im unsatisfied with where i am now, but i think the world is limitless and alot more to offer..just whether i want to wait for a change or go out and grab it now.......

well well well...thats the career aspect...the simplest form of example of waiting, of me waiting... i dunno if i can put the same thinking in terms of relationships as well... yes, honestly and truthfully, i am waiting...waiting for the one..which one? i dunno which one..... praying and praying about it, and yet...still waiting....trusting and trusting the God that knows, that plans and that understands... although at times i do question Him, yet.....i can only hope and pray for patience that He will eventually answer my prays in His time, not mine. 

To God be praised. Amen.

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