The Teapot's Cabin

How often do we plan things way ahead of time yet things turned out the total opposite? Not just something simple like weekend plans or plans for the night, but those plans for the future? Your dreams and wishes of how you would like to see yourself in 5 years.... or what you often tell yourself when you were (once) young "what would I want to be when I grow up..." I looked back at my own and see how much I have diverted from what I was hoping I would be when I am at this age in my life when I was young. How I would have envisioned myself of being married with kids, raising my own family, having my own house, and able to live comfortably, not lavisihly but just a simple comfortable life. And look at me today. hahahaha... far from what I would ever dream of... FAR FAR from what I would have wanted to be... Im not married, not even in any form of relationship, I do not owned a house, I still live with my family...but one thing is that, I am living comfortably right now...an...

I can never run away from being proud of what I do, or where I am right now, especially in terms of my career....till at times i began "boasting" about it... admit it, i guess some of you will do too. Well, I may not want to term it as "boasting" but rather standing up for what you are doing what you are doing. After all, you are doing what you are doing because you believe in it, and therefore has much to say about it as compared with people who only see one side of the story... Make any sense? I somehow get very annoyed and irritating when people only like to look at things one sided, and always start to be envious and say things like "aiyer, you so lucky". This kind of remark will get me all fired up and I will always strike the person who says this to me. Be thankful that I am warning you all out here not to say this in my face, or else I will not be sorry for ruining your day. I am thankful enough, I guess, that people who says this to me are of...

another post...yeah, obviously I have been very hardworking in blogging lately... well in fact, I am just too free that I began to think things..that's what the mind does; always working even though physically you aren't... and so the mind works, and the fingers listen to it...so type type type away.... well actually what I wanted to type now has been lingering in my head for a while... not having something concrete to write upon until now.... the idea of helping others The common concept of helping others is always physical help, i.e. helping the old to cross the road or to carry their things, lend a helping hand to victims of natural disasters, feed the poor, etc etc. all physical works. that is what people often associate "help others" with. That's what the majority mndset is, well, to be honest, I admit I was once that majority too...maybe am still is, at times... and often times than not, such mindset gets me in such "shitty" situation of feel...

in the mood of a post...and here I am..hahaha.... (what an introductory line)... oh well.. So relating to my previous post about " fear and simplicity ", something relating to that is what I would want to share about.. And so I discovered fear once again yesterday, in the form of the same question being put forth to me (as per my previous post)... but this time, an additional phrase startled me further "I don't dare.." the simple 3 words that easily display fear in a person that speaks a volume of who he or she is. but instead, I prefer to reflect it upon myself. Having heard that phrase, I began to think..."so does it meant that I was a daring person?" oh yes indeed! I think some of my friends can vouch for what I said seeing what I did on foreign land. but then again, this "daringness" do not come overnight nor was I born with it. Believe it or not, I use to be someone very timid. yes yes, it does not reflect in my physical attrib...