The Teapot's Cabin

"Don't be calculative, don't compare, just do what you are suppose to do!"...I always tell myself that..or so I tried to, but somehow or rather, it will never sink in and I will think of the opposite of it... That's just human after all. We just like to compare and be calculative of everything and everyone revolving around/about us. There is sure to be some dissatisfaction, some hurts, some annoyance all because we calculate our own labor and compare with the labor of others. Why? Just so that we feel good about ourselves? or just because we have nothing better to do and then realize that others do exist in our world too?  humans humans humans...well i'm one of them too. just loving to compare and calculate and then starts complaining (either out loud or silently relenting in the heart) for the unfair judgment around..but then..... something made me realize that no matter what happens, karma is always at work... people often associate karma with doing g...

Dreams....dreams...dreams... i often wondered why do we dream when we sleep? it is such an amazing "thing" (if it can be categorized as a thing) for us to dream.. it is like a fantasy land that is sometimes surreal that we do not realize that it is all just a dream, not real life...Dreams are meant to tell us something usually...it sometimes is very direct and sometimes they are just metaphores which we need to decipher its meaning in order to understand them.. well, lately i have been having very weird dreams myself...dreams which at some point made me very happy but at some point made me very sad..and finally to awaken and realize that it was all just a dream.. phew...such a feeling of relief..but then, those dreams are so vivid in my memory that I just tend to replay it over and over again and thinking what was it trying to tell me...leading me to try and analyse it on the best tool ever, the Internet... hmm....i don't know whether it was a wise move or not because...

I am searching for Christmas....does that sound bad? oh my....at this very moment, i seriously am not looking forward at all for Christmas..there seem to be no Christmas mood at all...radio's are not playing Christmas songs, TV are not airing Christmas advertisement...nothing....which results in my current state of mind...NOTHING......oh no...... Christmas o Christmas, where art thou? I am searching deep within for it...or looking it at another point of view, have i "grown" instead?? I used to look forward to the caroling, the songs, the presents, the decorations...but now, even with the minimal presents and songs playing, there is really no feel of Christmas at all, but instead I am looking it into a bigger picture...which is the family unit! Christmas is always the time where families get together..the joy, the laughter, the stories, it never ends whenever Christmas is here..it's where we are able to catch up on each other,update each other, etc etc..and now, ra...

As humans, it is only natural that we care so much about what others would think about you than what you would think of yourself. It is always the case of making yourself known and well received in the eyes of others before you yourself accept who you really are..well, that's just the hard facts of life..and sadly to say, that is who I am too... yup, the irony. I often "preach" about not bothering about what others think of us as long as we know who we really are. but as far as I would like to accept this statement of mine, I would have to admit that I do mind what others think of me. and because of that fact, I sometimes act very weirdly just so as to make myself look "normal" in the eyes of others....wow! haha...what a confession from me yeah!...LOL well, that's just human nature after all...but just try not to let other's overwhelm your life. after all, it is YOUR life, not theirs. it is only for them to see, but for you to live it. Amen!

People diet, people go on weight loss programmes, people subscribing to gym programmes, etc etc etc.. all in the name of healthy living..perhaps not? i don't know..different people have different reasons and i certainly have my own opinion(s). why do they have to go through all these in the first place? and mind you, all these are not cheap, they are costing you a paycheck (for some)....so why all these hassle and torments that you put yourself into? why suscribe and go through various programmes, and complaining of the high cost of living for all these? did it ever occur that all this was due to overeating in the first place? we spend alot too on food..we eat here and there, this and that, having fun, etc etc..but at the end of the day, we spend to lose the weight off due to all these food which we SPENT initially...see the irony here? we spend to lose what we gained ! ALL of this can be avoided if we would have just stop spending in the first place! just as the same thing goe...