The Teapot's Cabin

This poster that i received from an email reminds me of what i read in the bible recently : "be grateful for every year you live. No matter how long you live, remember that you wil be dead much longer. there is nothing at all to look forward to." Ecc 11 : 8 This is another verse in the bible which got me giggling again....it hit jackpot once again...the bible is really speaking to us and every word that comes out of it is a true reflection of our lives...so live by it. God speaks to us....=)

wow...the taste of freedom....so sweeeetttt, a feeling can't really be described...its as though we were all caught in jail and now, finally release from it and got the taste of life back again.... haha...finally we are all free from our cage, our commitments, our stress and problems..for now that is....but its really a moment we all cherished after months n months of struggles and distress....and definitely, we CELEBRATED!!! With the girls at Green Box karaoke Friday, the 26th : Once we cleared our bench, we headed out for Sg.Wang for karaoke!! woo hoo...the last time i went for karaoke was like two years back (phew...that was long) hehe....we just sang our hearts out, really a way to de-stress and release everything that has been bothering us all this while...haha...even SooTein was addicted to karaoke now....hehe....then after that, we went jalan jalan in Sg.Wang...its been ages since we hang out together like this...seriously, im not exaggerating here, it really has been that ...

hahaha...i was just reading the bible for today and a line that i read tickled my bones...haha...i was laughing when i read that verse. it goes like this : "He has set the right time for everything. He has given us a desire to know the future, but never gives us the satisfaction of fully understanding what he does." Ec 3 : 11 Hahaha...this is really so true....He certainly has a plan for everything that is happening, and all we have to do is just to trust in His plan, cause definitely He knows what is best for us all...however, we do admit at times we questioned Him and doubted in Him...but its all because we do not understand Him well enough to know what He is actually doing, thats why sometimes we come to a point when we just aren't satisfied with our own lives....... hahahahaha...when i read this line, i was really laughing, because it really hit jackpot!! He sure works and speaks in mysterious ways to us... we just have to be patient and He will reveal it to us...He ...

phew..what relief to finally finished up the last piece of assignment before i head on for the raya break.....finally, after being fluorished non stop with assignments, reports and tests, finally i can sit back and breathe....haiah, the one week break is not just for me to rest and relax, but to catch up on things which i left behind....have been slacking alot these past few weeks and months as i was too caught up with things....gosh! sad man!... i need to start liao lo.....before it is too late....bye people..... p/s : happy holidays to my fellow friends and selamat hari raya aidilfitri to all Muslimin and Musliman...hehe...=)

Life hasn't been really kind to me lately....rather a rough and a full-of-big-waves journey...so many things happen....stress, tension, pressure.....more downs than ups....phew...till i had a massive outbreak of pimple!!! my gosh! i myself got shocked when i woke up one morning and looked at myself in the mirror! horror man!!!.....adui.... but then, last night, my friend send me sumthing which totally made my day...it just lifted me up when i saw it....it just washed away all the problems or tensions that i faced ever since i turned a year older....its just a simple piece but it carries with it such a beautiful message... and what make it even more meaningful was when i saw the date ....(this is actually a poster of an activity of CSSUCSI - the small print there says : There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle, the other is as though everything is a miracle )...it was as though the miracle happened on that day which was actually my big day!! A mir...

WHY? Why? wHy? whY?????? why people can just be so hurtful at times.."the tongue is mightier than the sword" is really true..a simple line can be a joke to some but can mean alot to others......people jus always like to say things without thinking...judging without even bothering to find out the real matter...questioning things bout me which i don't even dare to question my own......what right have you got??? God gave you mouth and the gift of speech, so please do not misuse it...its just a waste of His gift then........ .........please leave me alone...i really can't take it anymore...the stress from studies and the people around me is really killing me....the least you can do is to just keep quiet and let me do what i am supposed to do.....don't judge me for you know nothing, He knows everything.......help me to be strong! You are my only hope...i trust in You

I'm very blessed to be able to share my 'growing-old process' with so many people and thanks to them all for such wonderful memories. God bless you all =).... Birthday celebration at home on 13th september 2008 : at home with my family and my ice-cream cake...yummy p/s : spectacles are from my parents..haha....make me look intelectual rite? wakaka with my mum... and my dad....siap posing sumore... Birthday lunch with coursemates at Korean House, SS2 : Thanks guys.... Birthday dinner with family and friends at Sushi Zanmai, The Gardens : my eldest sister, Michelle and my bro-in-law George my second sister,Maureen and Elson With my two sisters....im the tallest...wakaka with my 'wacky' friends... clockwise from left : isaac, fongyin, carol, calista & shaun ...thanks for coming presents : before and after......thank you everyone.....

21 years!! hmmm....that's long huh...but in a way, that is only the starting age for many more things to come in life...its like life is just at the point of beginning...converging into so many directions, which just aim at confusing us to which path to follow.....life oh life...why is it like that? 21 years of life was certainly not a smooth going process or period...there were certainly many ups and downs, which i gues everyone has to go through...its part and parcel of life ;)...hmm...i would like to walk down memory lane....but where to start ah? ...hahaha....hmmm....start frm uni life or schooling life..or start rite from my mother's womb? hahahahaha......well then, i think i shall start at the point when i think "life" starts for me.....my late teen years... late teen was when i was in Form 6...its a long time ago, but i belief tat was the beginning of it all...everything....from studies, to friends to just about anything.....studies in Form 6 was superly not ea...

Im a year older!!! woo hoo.....i will blog soon about it...but i jus want to shout out to everyone who wished me and even sang to me, thanks a million! i truly appreciate it! YOU GUYS ROCK !! ...god bless you all... ....i'll be back...=)

haiah..its been a wacky week in a way....things come and go...so tired of being another "helper" again....people change....everything is different...why? i cant stop questioning myself lately..WHY? wHy? whY? Why? WHY? is it realy meant to be like this? am i able to change the whole situation? am i capable in the first place? i seriously believe in relationships build between people...be it friends, coursemates, friend's friends, family members,etc...and im feeling really tired to continue to be in this kind of relationships...not to say that i wan to be in a state of solitary...but i've began to realize that all this while, i've been a 'giver' and not much of a 'receiver'....i've given and given, over n over time...but do not receive that much (anymore)...im seriously tired of all this....i don't know whether should i blame my nature for always being a 'giver' or am i just plain st***d?? or am i putting too high expectations on thin...

hahaha...it might be a bit late for me to blog about this experience as it has happened bout a week ago...but i still feel the need to share my experience here.... You will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you and you will be my Witnesses Acts 1 : 8 well...i was one of the participants of the Lifeline Conference, held for the first time at the Archdiocesan Pastoral Centre, at Jalan Robertson, Pudu. I must admit that at first,i was reluctant to go but somehow something made me changed my mind and i thank God for that changed of mind, for it changed my life! It was a three days two nights conference, held during the Merdeka holidays..and yeah, i was lucky enough to witness the Merdeka countdown fireworks live from where i was, thanks to the strategic location of the area! woo hoo...it was thrilling and exciting! Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! Well, i registered for the Theology of the Body workshop and it realy open my eyes wide! Alot of issues were finally answered and thin...

hmm...i've mentioned in my previous post that the human being is just such a beautiful creation by God..but somehow, the human nature 'corrupts' this beautiful word and thus, we are what we are today....sad huh? well the other ugly side of the human nature that i despised most is people who just like to take adantage of another! aiyo....terrible people..who are just so dependable on people, 'blood suckers' (not that they suck your blood, but i guarantee u, if they can, they will suck ur blood too...)....they are just have no back bone, nothing to lean on and just lean and lean on every other people that can give or provide them with something...then after they get it, poof...they wil just disapear and will reappear only if they need you again......terrible people..... i pity the victims : those who are just so vulnerable and so easily succumb to the 'soft cries' of the "advantage takers"... my gosh victims! wake up!! be aware of what is happenin...

The human itself is a beautiful thing from above...but its the nature of human that is just so ugly at times....people as we know, are selfish in general..though practically not everyone....however so, mostly are...we just have to accept this fact... but the worse and the thing i despised most of the human nature is people who like to take things for granted! my gosh...i just can't stand it (and its not funny to jus ask me to sit, jus because i can't stand ah...)..people oh people...is it so hard to just at least speak or just say a word...i don't mind if people ask me for help, and i wil be willing to help out if i can..but don't simply take things for granted and assume that people wil help you....remember ASSUME is actually making an @$$ out of U and ME! so go ahead if u wanna make an @$$ out of yourself, but please don't put me in, in this equation! You don't have the right!! wake up people! dependency on people will jus lead you to no where, and when it g...