Freedom taste so sweeeeetttt....
With the girls at Green Box karaoke
Friday, the 26th : Once we cleared our bench, we headed out for Sg.Wang for karaoke!! woo hoo...the last time i went for karaoke was like two years back (phew...that was long) hehe....we just sang our hearts out, really a way to de-stress and release everything that has been bothering us all this while...haha...even SooTein was addicted to karaoke now....hehe....then after that, we went jalan jalan in Sg.Wang...its been ages since we hang out together like this...seriously, im not exaggerating here, it really has been that long....almost two months oredy cause everyone is just so caught up with work.....haha...it was a shopping spree for laikuan and sootein...it was so funny to see them feeling so happy to buy something new for themselves.....lol....
With Shaun at the entrance of Monash University
Saturday, the 27th : I went out with Shaun and Isaac to Monash University for their Catholic Society's annual student mass...we were invited there by Ronald, an old time friend of Shaun and mine, too.....i was really speechless when i saw the place...everything was just so nice; the building, the infrastructure, the auditorium, the cafeteria....my gosh!! it is just the total opposite of where i am studying....haha, but then i shouldnt compare la between private and public universities...its memang different..i just have to count my blessings for where i am now....well, the mass went on very well, i shall say...quite a good turn out i admit, mostly comprising of Lifeline CKK members..and a wonderful homily by Fr. Larry too..it did provoke a few things within me (i will share that in my next post la...hehe )...dinner was provided and we just interacted with the people there, get to know them....they were really friendly and nice people....God bless you all
In the car after mass, heading for Sunway Pyramid
Next, we headed for Sunway Pyramid for movie, since the night was still young and we don't know what to do...hehe.....we manage to be in time to catch the movie "Mama Mia"...it was really nice and funny...a musical movie, totally featuring songs by ABBA...it was really a revive of the oldies as the songs were just so nice and fit so well into the movie...i was laughing so much throughout the movie...a movie that i recommend for all...a good one =)....hehe....Then, we three headed for supper after the movie at ss2...hehe...since me and Shaun wont be in uni for a week due to raya holidays, so we just decided to hang out la for the night...so we just settled down in one of the shops and sit and drink and eat and just talk n talk....hahahaha.....catching up with one another, sharing thoughts and stories...hehehe....
well, looking back at all these...it was a real breather for me, a break which was really necessary for me to arrange my things or rather my life, back to where it used to be...i was 'lost' for a period of time, caught up with so many things; joys, sufferings, tensions, frustrations, depressions...everything was really getting into me, until it reaches to a point where it was eating me inside out...so great an extend that it affected me not just physically, but also emotionally, mentally and spiritually...hahaha...though i tried to hide it, but i guess it showed cause people do noticed the change in me recently......there was a great struggle within me, so much was going through me; my mind..things were not working as it was suppose to, everything just went wrong...i was in a turmoil of my own.....
to just go out and hang out with my friends once again was just a feeling so nice, so serene..haha im nt exaggerating (once again, i stress it)...if you are in my shoes, you wil understand what im going through or had gone through....its just so nice to just go out and enjoy the company of friends without any worries or limitations, their presence is just enough to build you up....to talk, share or chitchat with them is enough to uplift you, to know that you are not in this alone and friends are always there to support you...God bless you all, for being who you are and thanks for just being there....i really appreciate it =)
seriously, i am just so grateful for this one week break as it gives me the opportunity to sit back, and reorganize my life all over again.....though it may not be so simple as yet, but im taking it one step at a time, and im really praying for His grace and wisdom to help me pull through......i doubt if i can ever do it, but i know He will be there for me...He has been all these while....*^-^*
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