Doubts

How many times did we doubted God? How many times did we doubted ourselves? 

Every time when things did not turned as what we expected, we doubt the existence of God. We scold God, we blame it on Him, we shun Him out just because He "did not do as we pleased"......and how often does this cycle repeat itself? I'm sure any human being will go through such difficult phase, such disappointment that we feel as if He abandoned us...yet, there is always a reason to all these.

There is always a reason for everything. Indeed. I am a living proof of this statement and proudly stands by it. Just take a moment and look back at things that happened, big or small things.....but to be more profound, look for those big things where decisions are made, important decisions, fundamental decisions.... How often do we actually get what we don't wish for? and yet, look at how the entire situation played out... somehow somewhere, it will certainly worked in our favor, or maybe not...but always a "secret agenda" behind it, a reason for it...which we are often blinded by the views of the world.

and so, whatever that happens to us, just accept it gracefully with the assurance that everything has been planned for us, whether we will understand it fully or not, we will understand it eventually. and when we do understand it, then you will realize how beautiful and perfect the plan of God for us all. If only we trust in Him.

So help us God. Amen.