The Teapot's Cabin

It's been ages since I last posted here.....not that nothing interesting that worth writing down, but rather too many things that I had not have the time to just sit, type and post.....but well, now seemed to be the right timing for me... (maybe just because I have no mood to do other things) So in a span of few months, things happened. things changed. things grew. a lot....in various ways.... but if for me to just point out one incident or one memory of which strike my mind the most, then this is it.... how many times are we able to look back and say you like spending time with your family? im sure, in this modern era, we are more comfortable mingling around with our peers, those of our generations rather than with our parents or family (younger or older)....to many young people, freedom is what they seek. and family, to them, are the burden or obstacle to their freedom.. they would rather spend the time hanging out in the mall, staring blankly at people walking around or just...

Looking back at my last blog post, more than a month ago, I just went 'wow'! In a span of just a month, so many things have changed in me, and around me. And all I can summed up is just one line, " when all is lost, never lose hope ". God works mysteriously and I trust in His works. God be praised forever. Amen.

I tested God. Yes, you read that right. I tested God, or rather I challenged God. and indeed, He will always reveal Himself to you in a way you least expect it. Curious? Well, here's a gist of it. In the past, throughout my life experiences/journey, I did saw His work in me, seeing how He plans things the way He wants it to be, puts me in His path, bringing me back to the right way when I strayed away, which has already shown me how wonderful He is and how big an impact He is in my life. yet, I decided to test Him again. I made appointments/plans with a friend. Knowing that nothing can pull me away from this appointment, i confidently agreed to the plan, even though at the back of my head I know it is not the wisest thing to go along with. (aiya, abit complicated story la...but that's the brief description of it)....everything look so well planned, time, venue, etc.....but in the innermost of my heart, i realized a small voice within that kept speaking to God, asking Him how ...

Things have beginning to start well (so far) for this new year. My career has finally bear its fruit after years of struggle, years of hard core labour, of ups and downs, of happiness and frustrations, of disappointment and joys, a truly remarkable journey altogether. and indeed, as I take on this new level in my career, I can only look back and see the work of God in all of them. for all that has happened, was meant to happen, all planned and guided by Him, just so to bring me where I am today. Thank God for his blessings and never giving up on this sinner. Amen! And other parts in my life are also shading some light, finally. And when your heart tells you it is right, it will be right. fingers crossed, and toes crossed. Thank you God. Amen!

it's the tenth day of the new year....hmm....how did the new year treated me? one word : confusing. Of late, things havent been turning out the way i expected it to be, or rather how i would wished it would be...and hence, i began to let things go, and just accept things as they come along. as the famous phrase, "go with the flow"..i have stopped expecting things, stopped hoping for things to happen, stopped wishing and dreaming because things are always not how they seemed to be... Things of the past surfaced, things of the future remained a mystery.....such a complicated situation to be in. and recently, i have begin to read a book which got me questioning even more of what i intend to do with my life...of what is my main purpose in life..of what exactly am i looking for...of what is my main goal...and it got me thinking and put me further in doubt..... yes, it does emphasize what i used to believe in, of which i have lose hope after various dissapointments...and ye...

It's the new year! woohoo... hahaha..always my favourite part of each year, so to speak.... it's like a mandatory post that i will try to make it an annual practice :) And so, i just posted on my facebook page that we shall "look forward with hope and not backward with regret. and only look back to see how far we have come and then move on". and indeed, that was what I did, literally. I went to look at my post of early January 2014, of my review for the previous year before i pen down my thoughts here...to see how far i have come..or become... well well well, it has certainly been a long journey, a long and far one i must say....i've achieved quite alot for 2014 of which i am truly proud of where i have headed and heading to this year...though some regrets or set backs, but nonetheless, we are mere humans...we fall, we pick up the pieces then move on.... 2014 has indeed been a wonderful year. i'd encountered many people along the way, made new friends, (...

As I am writing this post, the background music of Sam Smith's I'm Not The Only One seemed perfectly representing my emotions deep inside...well having said that, I have to be honest that i have been at doubts for various things lately and the song is just reflecting exactly and summarizing everything... and that is just what songs are really to me... i noticed that of late, i tend to really pay attention to the lyrics of the songs rather than just the tune and rhythm, and it is very interesting to understand the whole meaning of the song altogether. there is certainly alot of things being said and pen down in a song, and maybe only the writer or music arranger of the song would understand, apart from the singer itself, but when we do take time to listen to the lyrics, it is indeed beautiful.. a song can only contain so much words but it tells a whole story, if only we know how to look at it. enough said.  I know I'm not the only one.