e.m.p.t.y.

Empty....empty..empty......duno why or how or when this feeling came about....i just felt empty... no mood or drive at all to do anything..i jus stare straight into my monitor screen and my fingers just type aimlessly (sounds so sad isnt it?....lol) ...haiah....dunoler.....its just so empty.....its not the surroundings of where i am, but its just within me....there is nothing....a deep sense of emptiness...duno its a good thing or a bad thing....gosh....:-S

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Anonymous said…
I love your blog. Hey, I'm also experiencing the emptiness now, in the sense, I don't feel anything eventhough I should be busy with final exam preparation, thesis but I just don't have the push as I used to. I used to keep on studying and studying, doing lots of exercise, memorising and understanding but now, no. Not just in terms of studying, life is getting more and more ridiculous for me...I feel tired ... ...
October 29, 2008 at 8:22 AM
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